Im starting meh book now yeee an, look in my profile im not done with the family portion... lol ill have to look on discord also can u name de ppls in our fam that i havent met, also name (crystal) and (briar) lol i need the right names XD XD XD.
Coold u tell me if you'll be on here or not be on like on weekdays? Cuz I hate not being able to get on discord for 5 days a week 3: an then I don't think I'll have my phone afyet today for this week which with limit my time on here even more -.-. I miss shu guyyyys! *huggles*. Btw blackbloods I'll explain later in the book. Hows everyone doing wts Goin on?
huggles* Luv u moony. Ill see if i can get on this weekend but... I doubt it... I asked my mom if i could have my phone back next week bc i wanna talk to meh friend who is having a hard time bc kids here are talking bad bc she moves school(which, is really stupid like, wtf) so like, yeah we has eachothers backs. but, about de phone mom said something along the lines of we'll see -.-. soooo with that being said, im not sure ill be able to get on discord this weekend... or even longer -.-... thats gonna friggin SUUUUUUCK 3:...
OH MY FRIGGIN GOD I FOUND UNDERTALE- "JAPANTALE" INTRODUCTION XD XD XD WAR BETWEEN OTAKUS AND WEABOOS AND THE WEABOOS WERE BANISHED BY THE POWER OF ANIME!!! XD XD XD XD XD XD Oh GOD thats friggin hilarious XD XD XD. But like, from seeing Rurouni Kenshin, imagining ASGORE as "The Shogune"... ... ...>.> ... Lol... NOPE!
If you havent (heard of or played) either Undertale or (seen) Rurouni Kenshin, *shrug* Eh :D. I love both of um.
Lol, luv u moony ill cya on here tomorrow if ur on :3. *HUGGLESHUGGLYHUGGLESHNUGGLEHUGGLE!* an, wts going on in discord fill me innnn lol. Hows father? an our fam an also hey hows Poro setting in Elysium?
And, ok, i get he may be annoying to you and Das lol, but... how exactly? an also, whats the deal with (Briar) dear god i cant remember her name lol (also our other sister in Emerald Kingdom, like, she's been in the rp-not-so-serious channel channel a lot an ive been wanting to say hi an meet the two that are usually in there, buuuut i just dont know the right times to 3: ive been wanting to get aqquanted with everyone in EK and Elysium lol. I realized Sephtis is Gonju lol XD XD XD NAME CHANGES AN PFP CHANGES CONFUZZLE DE FLIP OUTA MEH!
I dont really know much about it but, well i hope she gets better if its possible and that she's truly happy when she can be *gives a gentle smile from an irl point.* Sorry if i sound ... like ... wierd or something its just i wish people the best at times like that...
Zaryan aka Zack and I have been like doing a deep roleplay of Tera and Elysium now, mainly Tera. We are thinking it could be made into an anime and everyone is coming up with plot twists! XD I'll post you some of what happened.
"Bye little frogs." Moon waves to them and smiles at Zack. Vala and Zhulu hear the frogs behind them and turn to see us both releasing the frogs. They all begin to drawl their weapons out. Vala: "So you were right...something was off, Zhulu. I spy a Castanic and High Elf." holds her reaper blades to each side. Zhulu: "See I told, you I was right. And look there is Moonpelt right there." Vala: ">~<' Why do they have frogs?" Zhulu: "Doesn't matter. We need them not the frogs." They start walking towards us still holding out their weapons. Zhulu: "So your a liar and cheater? Such shame you have, young High Elf." he grins taunting Zack. "Surrender or choose a painful fight for your captures." Zaryan grins and sticks my tongue out,standing up with my hand in my hips,playfully so you're zhulu? The pathetic replacement I've heard so much about? Wow...I thought you were vergos for a moment,you got a face,only a mother could try to love laughs and then sees vala,mouth drops. Zhulu: "The face here that will show such horrors is your's my friend. We will not ask twice, under the name of the Federation Guards, you both are here by under arrest." he pulls out his staff as it begins to glow bright red with fire. "No way are we going with you both! The Federation can kiss our asses!" Moonpelt drawls out her bow with an arrow pointed at them. Zaryan draws both swords hey elin,maybe we can go have dinner together or something,you must get bored following around a pansy ass like zhulu tilts head and gives a cute look Vala: "Wait what? I hardly even know you though!" her face turns pink and isn't sure how to respond.
We are going to roleplay all day today. I swear in the name of the gods, I love this roleplay and Elysium and Axia! Sure beats the hell out old freerealms past roleplaying. Dasmirus's old leader Captian Vincent though I don't fully like but have to respect. Everyone in Axia seems to act like pansies since he came in. I was told he was an old Ancient of Death and a Crimson Moon. This whole roleplay is like a complete flip-over of past but with Alex being second in command, Balto being top dog, well you know what I mean. Dasmirus seems to be acting like how Balto would to new Alex by being a kiss up. So like this. Balto --> Alex, flip-over, Alex --> Balto. Dasmirus --> Vincent. I wanna and will stay in it though, it's where I belong. Ren reminds me of someone but I can't recall his name, I'm starting to warm up respect to him. Kenso reminds me of Derpy, chaotic and disrespectful sometimes,hates me lol. x.x
hm. a little confused on whos who and who is on wt side but, neat. can i join as my character??? Im an elin, buuuuut since i dont know much about Tera, can i incorporate that in as well? like just be me in elin form? i wanna joiiiiin! I can hopefully get on discord after i do some hmwk. i hope to get done today buuuut i have a bit to do so :T. Is everything going well btw? im quite happy to hear about a fun roleplay like this and im glad you seem tobe enjoying yourself :) Nice turn from some of the stuff thats been going on, which is rather a lot.
Could u tell Koshin, Achilles and father that im sorry about wt happened yesterday. Idfk wt that was i was extremely tired and didnt know if that situation was like just rp or not so much so. An, i hate seeing ppl talk like that it just gave me a bad feeling, but lol if it was just rp then i dun see a prob but idk if it was. Either way i shoukdnt have gotten in to that. I havent said snything to das, an yes, i still would have attempted to save his life even if i knew he did wt he did to kodhin before hand.
But uh yeah, i dobt trust Das now unfortunately... wish i could but (and, i hope this situation was PURELY rp wise, cause id like to have his sentence be rp wise as well) i cant really after seeing the sh-- he did to koshin... again, i hope it was just meant fir rp an they dont have a serious prob with eachother beyond that...
so, not gonna deal with Das anymore, i talked to Koshn, said some thngs, ill continue to protect her. Tried talking to das, wasted my breath it seems but i said what i needed to. Basic gist, I want to see everyone in Elysium as family and protect peace for everyone, even if others dont see me as family or other people as family in Elysium. Thats how i am and i dont see that as ever changing.
I wish i could see how Das protected you that one time i may be thinking differently about him, but, i did try my best to save him even though i was untimately rejected and he took it in his own hands rp wise, but at least he knows to what extend i'd go, even how i reacted when seeing his "demonic" form, thats how i am and its because i want to protect everyone that im like that. Koshin has said she doesnt see Das as family, thats not how i am even though i am not close with Das.
Something i want to say about how i work rp wise: When Das took mattters in to his own hands ans started that ritual, he basically rejected me when i was trying to heal him. I understand that he knows more about the situation himself, but well he sees the extent i'd go to heal even him.
the way i reacted when seeing his demonic form, yeah i didnt know the situation fully, but when seeing the lightning, and the way he explained the ritual turned in to a failed exorsism, yeah i can work with that little bit of knowledge.
sighs, tired from all of that.* Nonetheless, i see Elysuim as family, even if other in Elysium dont, meaning i want to protect everyone, even if there are some who dont like others, or me. That's the way i am and i dont see that ever changing.
Hey Moony moon moons. I can try and still communicate on here. Can you tell zem? also, can u post the link to my message wall to my server if thats not to much?(link is still in your dms i believe). French isnt on there anymore so yeah, plus i updated my rules(in the ***Peace-*** rule.) so really, situations like what happened, shouldnt anymore and wont be tolerated in my server. Also, im not going to hide who i am on this anymore bc of our views of FRS, as well as my pacifistic views *shrugs*. But, i understand what we on my server and me being more open to others(with the "military council" rank, youd be perfect for it, wanna join back? u dun have to i understand if u dun wanna) About the last screenshot i sent you, Yeah, mom says ill probably not be able to get on discord until i graduate =__=. Luv u sister, i hope to see a reply if you can!
Alright i understand... im sorry if im... like... begging or anything, i should stop with that sry DX. Anyway, can u tell zem im on here? also, if u wanna talk on here, i can a bit. but i understand if u just wanan talk on discord... with that too, (copy/pasted from a doc i have with 2 friends;((Imma admit something here, Mom said that my phone was consuming me… and *shrugs* It was… Its kinda shocking to hear a friends voice after so long after just texting for a really really really long time… maybe i'm starting to notice a very distinct feel between online and real life? I also haven't been able to do other things like writing, drawing, etc etc or hanging out with real life friends so…))
So, with that all being said, when i do get my phone back or disocrd again, imma try to definitly manage my time and imma work on not being as glued to it as i was bc it was rude of me and irl life is different then online life, i think if im ever goign to succeed i need to realize that, ya know theres just a whole different feel to things ya know? Ill still do the same things with u guys, none of thats gonna change, ill just be on less and ill do more things irl cuz, yeah im sure being addicted to it as much as i was wasnt really ... healthy >.>. *Huggles shu.* Luv shu sissy!!! :3. Im also going to be doing a lot of writing, an imma make gifts for pplz!!! Also, just before i had to leave, i spoke to Zem a bit, im thinking were back together(i said i was sorry for wt i said an that maybe when i get back on there we can be together, he said ok, just as long as i understand something but i had to go so i dunno wt that was he was talking about... plz message him for me =o.o=... i worrying again idfk =o.o= Mrrrrrrrrrph 3: *Huggles again.* an, r u still upset about wt happened with French? i feels guilty 3:... I guess with that, idk i felt guilty that it happened bc it could have been avoided if i didnt have him in the server or, ya know, knowing wt hes like i should have banned him earlier i just didnt really know how untill messing with the thingy a bit an finding it i hope ur not to mad at me... :3 Luv u sissy!
I FRIGGIN LOVE THE LION KING JR PLAY IM IN!!! We just learned the Stampede song("Yo na"= "Here it comes!" "Ba ba wa me"= "Father, oh my father!" <- Like, THATS THE SCENE WHERE MUFASA DIES, KNOWIGN THOSE ARE THE WORDS TO THE SONG... AAAAAAAH MY GOD. an, lol WE GET TO RUN AROUND "Simba" WHILE SINGING THIS XD XD XD XD ITS SO FUN an really energetic lol. We also learned Be Prepared. IM A HYENA SO FLIP YEAH!!!!!!!! I absolutely LOVE scar and the hyenas!!!
If u had groups within Emerald, wouldnt that make EP a clan world like Renaissance Alliance, or Soul Legacy? (btw, my family name is now Soullegacy, also if youve noticed Castal has changed into Windheart bc apperantly now Kanna is meh new mother =owo=. Imma ask if some Windheart(Castal) members(Astaroth and a few others still havent changed their last names iiiidk wts up there ill have to talk with father about that) want to join the Soullegacy family. Im also gonna make a fam tree too :3. So in Soullegacy, u, Nighty, an Koshin are meh sissys, imma add to this once i can actually see my discord friends list an imma invite some old ppl back to my server(if they havent already joined with the invite i already sent them ill explain the family thing). Kinda odd how Koshin is my lil cousin in Fantasia, but lil sis in Soullegacy. btw, I made a logo for Soullegacy as well just look on the tab for my server, but its also in the art channel(its called creations-hall unless i changed it). Soo, since ur in my server lol, could u send Elijah wt i has said so far about de family thing? I wanna knowwww!!! He can message me on here as well (i have the link to my wiki in #announcements.
researching for colleges in financial tech class. i got the college lol bu de research is haaard idk if imma be able to find evrything DX ahhhhhhhhhhh. an lol mom says hopeflly thr course i wanna take will be available later. Gaphic design yaay!
Hey moony, can u list everyone in my server under Soul Legacy Faction plz? Also, Im thinking of making Fenrir a Civilian Council member. Also, do u still want to be the overseer of the Castonic land(forgot wtf its called sry it has the word castonic in it) in my server? Also, could you help SL find a territory in Tera? althogu, im not sure if itll be used much i have no idea ill have to ask my group. Imma also ask like wt type of place they'd perfer too. Figuring i could make a channel called "Soul Legacy territory" an put everything under that :3. I like all sorts of places so that might just be a mix of a lot of places idk...maybe - *gasp* PERFECT I cans just make a catagory titles "Soul Legacy Territory",,, YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE an then i can have the places liek Plaza and Tavern and all of those places in there too! SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET!
idk why... but i think im starting to feel lonely at school. there are times i have nothing to do an i dun see one of my friends here much bc i cant really ever find her easily, i dun eat in de lunch room an im usually in the computer lab an she knows where im at but she's busy at times so, i really only see her once and thats just bc we go to the same room for different classes. ... 3: *huggles* Mrrrrrrrrrphle.
So, yee i talked to my one friend today an she said she'll start getting me from de library at lunch whenever she wants to hang out XD. an one of her friends favorite anime is Inuyasha which was the very first anime ive seen an is one of my faves so yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I am happier now! Imma also ask if i can get on discord after school on v-day so i can wish everyone a happy valentines day an i wanna spend some time with my zemmy o3o :3 ^=OwO=^!!! So, I hope i can get on!!! No school on Monday so 4 day weekend after this week! yeeeeeee hopefully ill be able to get on then too!!!
A response piece for a vid an article but, i needs meh mom for that bc apperantly all the info on this article is false she says(probably bc its a heavily heavily heavily opinionated peace when its supposed to be a bit informational aaaaaaaaaaan mom says its purely propaganda...heh yeah =__=) sooo that will drive me up the wall. (but, speaking of my mom i love her for these things she's helped me with like every Prep For Life(which deals with money,renting, buying cars,houses, financial plans etc) thing that i would need help on an im sure shell help me with this to (prep for life is hard and like, THIS CRAP SHOULD ALREADY BE IN THE FINANCIAL TECH CLASS BUT ITS NOT LIKE... WTF WERE DOING EXCEL(graphs) POWER POINTS AND WORD DOCUMENTS AN JUST, THINGS FOR RESEARCHING COLLEGES LIKE, AHHHHHH THANK YOU GOD FOR PREP FOR LIFE bc i probably need both of these classes, highly needing these Prep for Life things im assuming bc its money and there are a lot of terms and such an its all confusing but i think im getting the hang of it when i get help with things so yee :D. but CONFUSING ON THE SUBJECT OF FINANCIAL TECH WHEN ID EXPECT IT TO BE WTS IN THE PREP FOR LIFE CLASS LIKE...ERMEGERD but oh well lol)
I have to (HOPEFULLY, im not sure if i can by now wich SUCKS!) make up questions for this book bc i was absent i think for this day and didint even know of this assignment untill i look at my grades...(thx teacher).
I was also absent on a day we apperantly hade to do a district writting assessment for financial tech(highly confused, the semester just started an its for like this pretest thing for power points i think... tf?)
An then i just have some interviews to get out of the way for newspaper workshop(interviews should be easy but im shy an nervous as hail an idk when the right time is to do um (=O.o=)
Not school work but i use this at school so... FFFFF FTHFJYRFUK6RFYUK6YF:
My really good water bottle broke and leaked from the lid bc the handle pulled it up and it tore... DX WHYYYYYY! THAT THING WAS A PERFECT 32oz AN IM SUPPOSED TO DRINK 2 OF THOSE A DAY, PLUS 3-4 GLASSES OF MILK(although we go as little as possible on the milk bc its expensive an so moms strict on that but GOD DANG IT I WUV MILK DX XD XD XD. I HAS A MILK ADDICTION LOL XD)
um... ... ... what the hell? what the heck do you mean get rid of BloodMoon what the friggin heck happened!? figured it would be your own heart, but what, was it some rp battle??? and, heh Das is my grandfather now, but he aint the type thatll like being called that, thats for certain apperantly. Kanna, his daughter, is my new mother. Howd you get into Windheart? are you at the Dojo to? wouldnt expect it, or expect u to even want to train there, but explaiiiin all of this sissy! wont be on tomorrow apperantly =__=...ugh. can u tell zem an Elijah ill be on here jus at school(an explain the notification thing that they wont pop up here ye have to actually look for um).
(HAPPY VALENTINES DAAAAAAY) If u look in pm on discord. reall all of it, but nvm about wt ive said about the dojo, its just my own worries getting to my head... i shouldnt force you to follow a path of pacifism like i have, i should allow you to just follow your own path, even if it isnt what id perfer, and you dont have to change because of my ideals either so im sorry about that... and dont question me for healing you even if you were offline and even if it was a training battle i still shed your blood and so i still wanted to heal you, sister. and i welcome you as my sister to the Windhearts just as you have always been my sister since nearly a decade ago. Ive been questioning myself, my ambitions, trying to get stronger even if it is for the protection of others ive wanted to learn more and more, even thinking of ideas for a weapon, like Kenshin's sakabato, reversed blade sword its a sword that cant cut, but still has the edge to the back(which kenshin used to defend himself against a friggin cannonball, wish i realized that was what had caused the ball to split in half.) but also has the weight it does, these are all reasons he didnt use a bokutou(wooden sword), ive been trying to think of ideas that would have all of these same aspects, but would be somethng i could use since naturally wouldnt my style call for a lighter weapon such as a bokutou, but id still want the back edge and to not cut with the other side, see what i mean? is it greedy of me to be thinking like this? ive contemplated about using a sakabato made of graphene wich is virtually indiscructable, but its extremely light you could put an entire block of it on a flower and the petals would hold, thing is, i'd need that back edge to it, also, the techniques i use, wouldnt they require the weight of a true sword? or maybe, i can make changes to my style of fighting to better fit these aspects. Father said he'd make me this sword, i dont even know if he's already started, so i think, in respects to him as well, id have to go with what i just said, a graphene sakabato with an edge to the back and ill work on techniques that best suit this weapon. ... wow i just did all my thinking through here XD IM A NERRRRRRRRRD! But, do you think the way i want to become stronger in the way i do, so that i can protect not only myself but others, and protect peace not just for the ones i love but for everyone, even for an apponent, is greedy of me? and i was trying to force you to follow my ways... *I look down, guilt washing over me in waves as my hair covers my eyes.* my deepest apologies, sister.
About T.R.E.E... When you said "now if only we can go back and get rid of T.R.E.E." ... if BloodMoon is gone i see no point, why would you want to, if you speak like that and have the true intention for it *I look up at you seriously, my eyebrows creased* i dont see that the true sense of BloodMoon is truely gone from you. You said you want to forget FRS, partially bc of the toxic community, well if your not bothering to associate yourself with them, why worry about T.R.E.E., saying you still want to get rid of them, if you want to destroy them and kill them, what difference is that to BloodMoon?! I said before i wouldnt try to force you into pacifism, but i dont want to see this... like ive said i want to protect peace...even for the apponent meaning i see no need to fight and we can resolve this issue through peacefull terms, but the way you laugh and say u want to "get rid" of T.R.E.E. and a few others, it only tells me you want to fight and kill just as BloodMoon has, and even if your not using BloodMoon, your still killing, your still fighting even if not in roleplay theres still chaos with all of this. I have a proposal, if it can be done can we bring T.R.E.E out of the destruction they (may) continue to do (if they havebnt stopped already but i dotn thing the FR shut down stopped them did they) ... I dont want to kill, and i dotn want to see you kill, i dotn want to see any more blood shed or wars like in the past, or even if not rp those fights i dont want to see them, i want to help solve them, i know their bound to happen, but the way i see it, they can end peacefully without any casualties or losses... ... ... will you stand with me on that, sister? this is why im training under fathers teachings, we are supporters and comrades in following peace ... *Smiles at you and extends my hand to you.* so, will you stand with me through this? im not trying to force you, and you dotn have to, but these are my ideals and i trust you as a sister even if you disagree with me on my ideals, we'll always be sisters, right? i have full confidence in that. :)
Sry about my whole long message about T.R.E.E... like i said u dun have to agree with me, but i figured id state my thoughts about it bc your message got me thinking about it, and about u joining the dojo, oh oh oh! witgh that lol =^.^= Father is saying id better not let you get ahead of me, but ive requested he show you something in particular that he showed me, and yeah, i see u getting ahead of me in terms of the moves, bu thats bc im at school and cant get on much anymore... i really wish i could though... and really, i dont care if you get ahead of me, its better i learn at my own pace so i get all of it to my full potential, and really i just dont want to think about compitition =__= ... dats not wt this is about, Im training to follow my ideas and protect peace =^.^= so why compete, i mean especially if we see things differently we'll go at different paces and take everything in differently, using our knowledge differently in the end, so why compete, again with my worries of my own ambitions i dont want to compete with u bc of that as well. And i guess it all depends on how we use our knowledge we gain over all so it doesnt matter who is ahead of who. still sucks i cant get on much and that realyl slows my progress, but ill continue no matter how long it takes me! (plz send this whole message to Elijah, as well as my other two long messages an just have him read this all when he can lol ik he still might be busy and all so.
Idk if u can see this, or will see this, but happy valentines day love =^.^=. I hope i can see u later today, i wanna spend time with you!!! Even when i cant see u, your still on my mind and i hope we can spend more of these days by eachothers side =^.^= im greatful to you in so many ways from so many situations and im happy to say aishtemas, anata (i love you, dearest). I hope communicating with you will become easier with time, and i hope we can stay together and become friends in real life in the future, course ill stil be nervous as hail if that ever happens, but thats to be expected right? =^.^=. I wrote a note earlier, but i guess im saying everything that was on that note XD. either way my point is that ill always love you, your my anata and im ur kitten, even throguh hard times and, me worrying about the millions of mistakes i learn from, i hope to always call u my anata, and u call me ur kitten ^=OwO=^ =^.^= :3 <3 <3 <3. Aishtemas, anata :)."
OR, HAVE ELIJAH MESSAGE MEH (if he can, Achilles as well if he can too bc in case i would need to talk to him about a few things-which i do- if he can communicate through here, thatd be wonderfull omg)
Ill be happy if this game has a chance, untill then here are my thoughts :) Heiwa(peace).
When there starts to be advertisements for the game and if there can be new things added, and not as many restrictions, then yeah, ill give this a chance, but untill then, ill focus on my family on discord. I wont dwell on something that might never even happen, Soul Legacy, as well as its allies, are growing and we are a family. I'd like it if this game would have a chance but, chances are little here bc the game wont make money or grow and add new things and itll eventually shut down again, i wish that wasnt a possibility though and id be extatic if this game would be a success again XD. If anyone reading this wants to talk with me -I was Ally MistyHaven1 / Misty Paw / Legend Star- my discord user name is Breanna#4842. If you join from here, no i dont want to argue about this game, or lore, or anything like that. Legend Star has joined her "ancestors". as far as warriors go, i may just start over another oc. In Soul Legacy i protect my family and allies, seeing them as family as well. I strive to protect peace, not just for the ones i care about, but for everyone. Im not goign to hold grudges or dwell on the past, ill keep the memories that continue to shape me, but we can start anew and i hope to not fight here in all honesty, i hope to make some friends who wont judge people for the past but accept that they will grow from their past experiences. ive said the word heiwa(peace in japanese, im an otaku-anime/manga fan- so i say some things in japanese from time to time, also when using honorifics to adress family members) countless times, and i stand by that :)
I GOTS A BAG OF CANDY FROM ME KOHAI AN MEH POCKETS ARE LOADED WITH OTHER CANDY FROM MY NEWSPAPER WKSHOT TEACHER AN IMMA SHARE WITH MEH SISSY IRL YAAAAAAAAAAAAY! an *Gives shu a rolo, ressess-screw spelling lol- an york :3.* Luv shu sissy *huggles.* i really really really hope i can get on discord today. i wanna send Zemmy that message SO MUCH RN DX. *hugglehugglehugglehugglehugglyhuggles!*
Also about the councils, do u want to be on any? civilian deals with SL server, Military deals with other divisions. Im thinking if someone wants to be a MC member, that have to be a CC member as well.
Forgot bus money so I have yo make that up tomorrow, forgot my headphones, and mom's reseting my phone tonight so I have yo get everything off there u need like pics. I hope I can upload um to here with the charger cord bc I can't through just the phone it won't let me.
I go to Helena for an orchestra trip yo see a concert on saterday. I'll try to bring my phone to send messages on here though. We go from 3:45 to friggin, we get back at 11 somethin idk why it's so friggin late but that's wt that schedule said so, lol that's on daterday, I'll try to get on discord on Friday an Sunday though.
Do u wanna become a CC or CC/MC member(roles are in Divisions -> Soul Legacy Society-> Server Information) if u wanna take a look. :3. if not, dats ok to. I'm just thinking of that situation with French and, then Fenrir(Golden Spirit) reported some thing she I think thought were concerning. I'm wondering if she'd want to become a CC or CC/MC as well. Ya know, there's a lot of times where I'm not sure if a situation would be considered needing to be looked at soo, that's basically why I'm asking u am Fenrir this.
K. Mornin. I updated the site so, there's more to it now see all de tabs I got the division info I just need info from the divisions themselves, also look at overseers and divisions I'll put in the template stuff today when I can sissy. Wanna give me the info on castanica, wt u want in members list on this site I'm making pages for all members of my server, an ur roles look in server info. <3 ya hope to see ya later today.
Oh also, I think i made, or well idk, making(dear friggin lord halp meh i so shyyyyy) a new friend at school. Ive been in a few classes with her before, but there was a situation so i tried talking with her about it, then, while i was doing that i had weebly up and editing it an so she asked about the site an so i told her about Soul Legacy and Emerald Kingdom and all of that so eventually she seemed interested so i gaver her my discord user and the link to my wiki message wall lol.
So, I has a lot of news. Can u tell Zem I dun have amino anymore -.-. I'm allowed on pc on weekends an Tuesdays and wendsdays, basically when Iit's doable which means no on Mondays and Thursdays. Also lost some important screenshots and now have to go through my phone an edit everything bc now it's connected to moms Gmail 3: so she can see everything I do... hopefully she doesn't bust me or using wiki if I can only message u atm -.-. ..! AH FLIP this means I don't have the castanic language sheet anymore ffffff cans shy sent it to me on here, or my wiki if u wanna keep it private plz sissyyy???
So I hope I can just scroll up and find the castanic language thing on Tuesday then I'll take a pic XD. Also, plz tell Zem wT I said fur me if shu can, - *gasp* i just realized something about ur powers an my "essence" arsenal AHHHHH MYYYYY GHAWWWWD IDEAAAAAS!!! If shu wanna teach me yout style, like castanic or anything else, ill have to finish some training with my current arsenal, but, ye thatd be so cool bc thrn we can share sone abilities i can teach u my arsenal in return =^.^=.
One thing i wanted to ask you, I know this may be a bit wierd of me to do considering were sisters and all but, *I get on my hands and knees and bow to you formally* As you know from an earlier event i showed you(Legend Stars encounter with Elijah) my race is different(still...unamed lol). Im hoping I can pass this on to you as a successor, if youl teach me everything you know as well in return. I guess, this is my way of saying how much trust i have in you as a sister. Through entrusting my race's secrets to you, we can pass this on to others in our family as well, like Nightshade too. Itll have certain affects, as there is an energy level of sorts(which, with new abilities they can increase in skill over time as well so). its kind of hard to explain at the moment, but it should give us multiple advantages. Will you accept this offer of mine to be welcomes into my own race(u can still be a castanic lol) but teach me your skills in return(your choice with this last part if u want to, it could be anything too.), Moonpelt my dear sister?
... I dont know whats wrong with me right now... Other then the fact that im extremely disappointed that he-... *sighs* He said he put on a brave face, and that something had been bothering him for weeks and it was he wanted to split, but the fact that he would pretend everything was alright, when really it wasnt and he lost feelings for me those weeks ago and he needed to adress it, i just feel that, through that... he was lying to me, and maybe even trying to lie to himself... I guess thats my issue... that he pretended and that he wasnt honest with me or himself... wouldnt he be hurting himself by pretending liek that?... And i guess i just wanted to know the real him, not him pretending and hiding something like that... i dont care if he thought it'd hurt me or not id rather have that honesty then him pretending...
Is that... idk wrong in any way for me to think everythign i just said? because, i mean im pretty sure i stand by that, thats the main reason why im hurt rn is bc of all of that so... yeah- Mother F screw Three Days Grace(Gone Forever), Im friggin listening to Waking Lions rn, an, just no i dun need the feels of TDG rn -.-. wow i hate how quickly songs like that can make me nearly cry when it hadnt even been 5 seco- f ok im just tired rn -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- im all over the place rn dang it sorry -.-. idfk why!
sighs* -.- sorry Moony... Btw i saw ur schedule thingy soo, guess ill see u like... 3 my time? I leave at 3:45 my time so... yeah and, ill be on tonight i hope so, yeah. sorry for all this idfk why im apperantly worse then i thought rn. *hugs* sry.
Idfk why i cant snap out of the way im feeling rn, and i cant even explain it, its like, not numb physically but like, weak? physcially, cant explain it rn -.-. an, i am just really down rn emotionally. I find i can focus on school work just fine but when im not doing anything an just start thinking its just, ffffff idk, depressed??? idk. I can just tell that if i play a sad song rn imma start crying but i dont friggin even know why, like seriously idfk. and i keep wondering if Austin will reply to anything i said to him on discord last night(which was at like... friggin... 9pm something so yeah theres that -.-.) maybe thats wts wrong with me. ... yeah that just might be it... an i lonely rn but i got a friend(who goes to another school) that im talkin to so, yay thers that at the very least. I hope to see u tonight if i can get on and if ur off work at that time, btw hows ur life goin? *huggles* lol yeah imma say some pretty random crap for some reason like, yay... randomness, shkfgifgkyygkuyfkutfuykfvukf. hope to see u soon sissy <3.
Ooh pretty. I'm starting physical therapy not sure if it'll be on all tuesdays. I think it either starts at 4 or i gtg at 4 idk but ill try an get on discord after that and dinner. ... has Austin said anything?
Just read the "Creator of Fantasia" in the Fantasia weeble, oh my frigin god I WILL FRIGGIN DRAW WHAT IM IMAGINING IS HAPPENING IN THE STORRY TELL ACHILLES AND CINDER FOR ME!!! The part where it says
It was the light of Emerald and Gold that brought this world to birth. Fashioned by the creators in their own vision, Heavens, Earth, and Underworld united under their light. Dawn’s Gaze shines upon us. The Guardian’s nature protects us. Within this world we are free. Within this world we are united. Inspiration is a lock and Imagination is the key, With these two things our world will flourish, With these two things Fantasia will become one.
I imagine them as emerald and orange(OR GOLD) wisps (still with human features but a few like their eyes and such)with wings encircling somehting in this void I SHALL FRIGGIN DRAW THIS I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!!
Naaah i got my lil sheet of letters there so others know wt it says if they look at thst i guess XD. Ill do the same eoth readong your castanic ill make a lil letter sheet or eh ill use the one u sent me in discord if i csn find it. Luv u sissy!!!
1 Wts a penpal sry i a newb o3o. 2 Wt journal? also, wt would i need to pm you? it sounds like info that, sry to say, mom would kill me for giving out :T. But, oh, pleeeeeease tell me, HOW TF DID U GET THIS ON PC LIKE YOU TYPED IT HOWWWWW I WANNA DO THAT OMFL!!!
(Also, I gave u my key-I can make it a bit neater(id need pencil to erase mistakes so i dont have blobs of crap inbetween letters thats wt im talking about)-) and, i do have the other languages as well so i can attempt to make the Castanic key thought it may take me a few tries lol. now, wt did u want me in the library in fantasia for? can u message me on here orrrr is it strictly just for discord, ah also, ... ... ... you should know something thats going on... Look in announcements on sls server and youll see what ive been talking about with Achilles, but, thats not mainly what i am trying to say here, ... Through that conversation he mentioned Das, which sparked a vision in me from what i thought Das is so similar to. Everything Achilles heard from me during this vision wasnt said from me at that time because i wasnt there, im talking about one particular situation with a certain wolf pack leader at the site of the moonpool, you told me what went on, however, seeing something that Das said about you, caused my mind to see that situation within what i imagine it as... therefor, Achilles heard everything i would have said if i was there. However, thats not the main problem, remember what i told you about my "essense arsenal" and that my species is secret and unknown to anyone else, ... going back to that vision, what i imagined would have happened, ... this connected me back to Legend Star... what I would have done with such rage and grief and struggling to defy that wolf and keep you alive, i couldnt stop myself from crying at such emotion and it caused me to tremble in dangerous violent spasms, Achilles tried to comfort me, the instant he touched me, I couldnt stop one of my race's traits from taking over me and i nearly attacked him with the past Legend Star, the ne who would attack and fight whomever she thought was an enemy, this act, i couldnt control, but, i cant show any abilities from my true being to anyone(this being, me not being able to control the form of the past Legend Star and communicating that vision to Achilles), and so, the spirit being that is known as my races Guardian Mother appeared and tried to kill Achilles, i hit him to the side and, with that will to protect him my Guadian Mother instantly turned on me. One thng, i am connected to Elijah by blood, and if anyone touches his blood it can kill them through his ice blood. Guardian Mother attempted to use that and turn it against me "your trying to kill me using fathers blood as punishment for my mistake in showing him!(Achilles)"(something along this line was said by me). Eventually Achilles interviened and showed Guardian Mother basically what the world of Fantasia is and what he is. It ended with Guardian Mother saying this world was created by a mortal and so follows those ways of a mortal, i argued with her and she tries to kill me with fathers blood again, the way i resisted her will be further explained later but i sent Kazeme(artic owl father gave me that can create a sonic wind of sorts with his screech) and used him against her, eventually knockign her down. (i think Achilles was bsy at this time) so, she said that i was da--ed to this world(fantasia) and disappeared, when she did this(my eyes having glowed pure white-the true color of my race-) i blacked out, fell to the floow motionless, unbreathing, with my eyes closed. (then thats where i had to go)...
so, im hoping to continue this but having another of my race appear, and yeah thats all i can say at the moment, i have a lot of ideas im excited about. with that, can you tell Achilles that i said this "Hoping to continue the rp, i have some ideas and a lot may happen, however, dont worry about a certain object in Fantasia, in the end it will be fine : ). Another of my race will appear in(speaking through me so he will not be seen at first aaand thats really all that i can say atm.) and yeah, i just created an entire story in my head, though sorry if it is rude of me to medle where its not my place, but through this my race can be explained, and yes, from where i had to go offline last night, rp wise my heart did stop and through my race it cannot be brought back, however like i said one of my race will appear and will go from there(and i may just be brought back, we'll see) so, i kind of started that rp without asking im sorry, with what i just said about a certain object(in nature) of fantasia, would it be alright to rp this? yea ill be bringing in an antagonistic figure but i have ways of defeating his affects on this object. :)."
Aight who tf is Smallkitten648, do you know sissy? sry if i messed ur profile up even more buuut at least it has all the information back :D (should have looked at it more closely but i had little time and was in a rush ill try to fix it <3!
I'm not playing this f'ing game. Wanna talk add me on discord this us stupid, you and whoever the hell keeps screwing up people's profiles have absolutely no respect. Moon, link to my wiki site is in the announcements on my server, we can message each other there away from these childish disrespectful people.
From calling me a "f---ing retard" through your own prifile sis, i think this is just someone starting crap, but the fact that she did know im Legend says either she has been reading our past message threads, or avtuslky knows the both of us from the past. However i dont exactky appreciate having to go through and fix your profile moon but i did it anyways. And the crap on my profile i didnt exactly like either. Im a bit annoyed by all of this. Ill try to be on discord tomorrow. Like i said ive grown up since Free Realms so, Smallkitten6478 talk to me on disvord, either that or syop screwinf with ys with that much utter rudeness in screwing with our profiles thank you.
If u look on wiki activity and go through your profile cobtrabutions you'll see wt I'm talking about. Heh I'm remembering the girl I got inspiration for the name Legend from... if she is her, which I highly doubt, there cooould be a chance but we weren't sisters that was only u and night. Great now I'm remembering Diana, a human mother figure who adoped me she wasn't in our realm of things with the warrior cats, she didn't eBen rp I don't think.
YAS EXACTLY XD. Thanks I was starting to think I was being a jerk but I'm in the right mind. If she adds me on discord an is actually nice and doesn't start crap I may be friends with her, ... maybe, still annoyed at profile situation, but if she attacks or starts crap again imma block her... heh here I am giving her a chance.
Not sure if that vision might happen, only time will tell. Bad nightmare maybe?
I am sorta maybe a little close to Das but because of things and Elijah, Achillies and many others saying, I need to stay my distance away from him. Even though that small part is driving me insane.....
If you think about it too, I have sort of a right to accept Black Hand. BlackPaw Pack was just like them and I've been in bad situations with them. What if this is the opposite? What if because of me joining BlackHand, it's like a twisted past? I would finally have a lot of respect from all of them. It could also give me a chance to observe how they act and use it against Blackpaw pack if they start fucking with me again. Making me, meaner, stronger, careless of those who treat me wrong.
I swear though it makes me curious to as what would happen if BlackPaw pack or Black Hand got in a fight. But Blackpaw pack is dead right now.....
"Im going to just try to move on from all of this and now i feel guilty for getting all suspicious of Das so, im sorry... i was just scared is all... i hope you and das can forgive me, though, i havent saod anything to das yet. Sorry Uncle." Plz send that to Achilles...